Sunday, April 30, 2006

You know, asking her out its like a gamble, where the odds are 5:95
Everytime i ask her out, she'd be busy. Why the miserable 5 there? why not just 1:100?

I'll tell you why~ That 5 represents the amount of hope i still have, praying it would come true.

No matter how many times i felt like giving up on her and just getting on with my life, the ratio would still be the same.

I make myself hate her so much, but theres still this measly 5% of feelings for her. Well, thats how i gauge it. Quite sad. But who the hell cares ya?

Everything i've done for her was with my full sincerity, i baked for her, went out of the way for her and stuff. I dont really know if she appreciates them, or she just takes it for granted?

Whatever it is, i dont want to bother till my O's are done. After my Os. I'll tell her how much i like her, and ask her if she feels the same, if not. Well, so? So we really arent meant to be together, yea~ all the efforts go down the drain~ =)

I cant describe how much i like her, you know why its so hard to start a conversation with her? Simply cause she doesnt really reply my smses, so its like, other then that i dont really know how to talk to her. Usually i'd start with smses, then calls, then talk in person. Thats how i build up a close bond with someone. Sorry, im the mono type, thats my style.

Because of you, i cried in the bus today for a full hour. I thought about the things i've done for you, and wondered? Did what i do move you? or was it simply just my own imagination. In my heart i feel that you like me, but my brain tells me its impossible between us.

Damn it, you're the second girl i cried my heart out for, and its for one whole damn hour. What the heck, even my eyes are now kinda pain. Oh well~ I dont know what is it about you that keeps me attracted to you no matter what. But i just want you to be happy.

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